my other side

far away from home

Written on July 4, 2008 – 3:53 pm | by ruzell-masiglat

presently am far away from home, these not something that i dont like but in fact it is something that i wish and pray. truly i can say that there are pros and cons being here in another foreign land.

for a start here, i am independent, is not that i am not but here i am totally responsible for myself and partly i like it, actually not partly but a lot no parents to give you rules and regulations just me.

here i have my own space my own world my own money its like i am a different person , not different different but more off i have a freedom.

i met new friends, i learn new languages and expose to new culture and new environment and maybe even meet new potential partner?! maybe, i dont know. it seems like my monotonous life suddenly became exciting and interesting.

but as time goes by being far it makes me emotional and sad to admit but lonely. it makes you feel that your all alone especially for me because i dont have someone special.

it makes me miss a lot of things like my long time friends back in the philippines. the gimiks, outings, occassions, long talk watching movie at the movie house, my bed, my room and even the traffic and all the odds things in my own country.

that’s why even small things make me cry just seeing pictures in friendster or multiply of my berks, talking to my old pals make me very emotional and sentimental and even talking to my ex.

it makes me crazy and it lead me to think and think and think i cant help it i cant stop it. but the good thing is few days from now i will have my vacation and i can go home!!! just wait for me!!!!